Sunday, October 23, 2011

Life in on your own decision... part 2

part 1
Sometimes it comes to my mind, what life do i choose to live on? That question maybe comes out with easy for someone  that have a very one precise purpose in life. me? oh. i really tired living with full of hopes. so, for the first time i think i am just gonna go with the flow. slow but directed.

the reason why i type in this blog instead of diary because i'd like to share. not really personal, but still i kind of need something to express what i feel, and the very way that might be interesting is to share with others. "the others" might be not many but still, its a lot better than just keep it all by myself.

lately,my life is miserable. my sleep turns upside down. i got fever. feeling dizzy A LOT. and almost get into bad accident once because falling asleep when riding a motorcycle. how scary is that? but its all right after 2 days.the bruises healed eventually. 

What i want to point out is, it should be a reason when something happen. every action every move we do, its giving us reason what happen next. not believing crap? ok. i tell you. try trace your money, or maybe whatever things you have. by tracing them, then you will get lots of overlapping events and finally that give you what your life was about.

Don't blame the fate. blame your action onto it. 

maybe i am not have a perfect words but i know everyone understand whats the meaning..

- You are what you choose to be -

Friday, October 7, 2011



Today is my bad day. suddenly my motorcycle punctured in the middle of the road. I am very lucky i am safe without accident because I am clearly unable to control my motorcycle and nearly hit by a car.. luckily the car driver hit the break, and i am back safe.. :)

Then again, i am rather not writing about my bad day, but you know, some other times i always go through page by page in this blog so that  I can  remember this day. its kind of my thing. :) As i am back, i am thinking about bad things that happened to me..  for the record, I once got a severe bruise on my back, dislocated my jaws, and had a very bad allergy.. 

Despite other things, I want to share about my allergy reactions. Note that I am finally studying those things now, I think this might be interesting science fact to write about. When my age is 7 -12 years old, i am having a very bad allergy in my life. It was like, everything is inconsiderate with my body. First I know that my body cannot accept certain type of food like fish and prawn... If I eat some of that, my body will burns into flames, so to speak. my body started to feel itchy and started to bruise like i am bite by a mosquitoes. Its started with some parts and grows to all of my part of the body. I cannot sleep. I cannot eat. its too hurtful.

not me

I am always go to the emergency room like 2 am in the morning because my father cannot stand me crying the whole night mentioning that my body is hurt. Then we will go to hospital,and i will get an injection and the allergies reactions started to stop few hours later. I always wonder why. Of course on that time I think that doctor has a power to kill things that burning me, (for god sake I was 7 years old, hehe) 

Now that i am studying hypersensitivity reactions, which included my type of allergy, I finally understand the mechanism in my body and in what cause do I feel like that 14 years ago.This type of allergy is fall in the type 1 in hypersensitivity reactions in which the high production of IgE antibodies in my body. When allergen is comes in my body, its reveal as foreign substance in my body thus secreted the chemical interaction to produce more antibodies to you know, attached with them.but as the number of allergen is more, the IgE antibody will highly proliferates and the cross linking between them might cause symptoms towards allergies effect.As antibody attached to the mast cell, the allergen anticipate will will degranulates the mast cell and release a chemical signal like histamine and thus cause the inflammation to occur. 

that is why, when my allergic got worse, the doctor will stick in a needle and after a while i will be fine. That syringe is actually antihistamine that blocks the signal towards inflammation. therefore, after that, i will be fine...

Wow, its very amusing when you know what actually happened in your body after all..Even its just a single thing.

As I quote my lecturer ."You will not taking any food you like if you know what actually happen in your body when you consumed it. Don't take things for granted. " (Dr Ivy,2011)

think before eat

p/s: after 6 years suffering, know i am lowly in allergic symptoms. even sometimes i am still cannot stand with certain things.. Thanks for my immune system... :)

biological clock


I just back from library, doing my assignment which is the due is tomorrow. Its just a simple one, nothing to brag.. then i am back to my room, and on my facebook . then, one of my friends message me in the chatbox, asking why you still not sleeping? its 11 pm already. And I tell her, i am still not sleepy, my biological clock is set up like that. then .. we end up the conversation  as usual like what we are going to do tomorrow , chitty chatty girls things and end with usual greetings, bye and good night. 

That conversation give me an idea what am I going to write tonight. Do you realize about how your body function? Oh i am really curious about my body, all the interaction made, as you know human is a very complex organism so that make it more interesting..Have you ever wonder, why you cries, laugh, sleep and all of the daily things you do? I believe i already explained about laugh and cries at here. You all can further read for knowledge... 

Have any idea with biological clock? As we all know, biological clock is term that we used to state the idea that our body is automatically set up to sleep and awake in the mornings without any alertness.. How it is happen actually? For science, its never a coincidence.. 
 Satchindananda Panda, an associate professor in Salk's Regulatory Biology Laboratory with Luciano DiTacchio doing a research to reveal this coincidence. 
my biological is ticking :(

They had discovered and identified that there is a gene responsible for starting the clock from its restful state every morning! 

  • In a report published September 29 in the journal Science, the Salk researchers and their collaborators at McGill University and Albert Einstein College of Medicine describe how the gene KDM5A encodes a protein, JARID1a, that serves as an activation switch in the biochemical circuit that maintains our circadian rhythm.
  • The discovery fills in a missing link in the molecular mechanisms that control our daily wake-sleep cycle. The central player of our biological clock is a protein called PERIOD (PER). The number of PER proteins in each of our cells rises and falls every 24 hours. Our cells use the level of PER protein as an indicator of the time of the day and tell our body when to sleep or be awake

For me, its a tremendous discovery one that can lead to the discovery of aging properties. Maybe we can know what mechanism that leads to aging and that will be the most fantastic discovery in worldwide! 

everyone wants to looks young

till then, thats all from me... updating twice a week.. * ok lah tu! :)

p/s: my students at tuition class guess my age is 19! I still looks cute u know! :) i love my biological clock, hehe 

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

innovative design

this is an innovative design bicycle made by my friend, A.J. designed by software catia. 

stability? yeah right. I don't think so. :P

Monday, October 3, 2011



Whats happen here? hmmmm, i am started thinking to remove this blog. it seems like i never had time to write and also no ideas too. about my life? my life is not really interesting, all you can see i am always busy with study, work and never ever get a very long holiday.. so, whats interesting with that?and for some more reason actually this blog i created to improve my writing skills in english.sometimes i need more time to finished one entry. with limited time, its seems impossible to update daily ..huhu :(

Nevertheless, some people say,you just need to go on with the flow. finish what you already started. I not really catching something here like the famous blogger in malaysia or else, but i know there are always some peoples do read my blog whenever they need it. so i will keep writing. (eceh ayat macamla ramai viewer, hehe)

First, about current issues. freshie... yes. now i am third year already. senior, of course. less than a year, i will graduate.(insyaALLAH). its funny when looking back at time when i first comes to this university. i am always not satisfied with anything i got. i change my course, i get a motorcycle (i dont like waiting at bus station, time is really precious, dude) and many more. but clearly, the experiences in university is really different from anything else. You may success only by your own effort. there is no teachers to treat you this and that.try to understand, get good friends and live your life to the fullest.

Second, science.Yes, in this blog you will always about sciences.because i like sciences very much. hehe. right now i am writing about my thesis and i am about to discover the chemical properties of my plants and how it will give healthy benefits in people. So just thus evening i read about skins cracks. the medicinal plants that i try to extract may have a potential to treat this cracked skins.. do you ever get the symptom?

Skin cracks is happen when your skin is dry but sometimes its also can also happen because of diet, intense changing of weather (hot and cold), imbalance hormone, allergic and many more. The skin become dry, and become very sensitive. just because of small tears, the serious injuries might happen because it lead to a deeper layer of skins. Therefore,the constituent of my medicinal plant might be a potential for a better skincare. 

This is a little bit about my research, finding cure for a better human health. :)

cracked skins
That is all from me today, I am so sorry for my disappearance. i will try to update more after this! 

p/s: A.J,  maybe i will use your design as a subject for entry, on my next entry . can I? :P

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