betting the future :)

Assalamualaikum..

Longggg time no write. I have many things to share, but I never have times to update. But today's news make me wanna write something even I had final exams this monday. its ok, still got times..hehehe..

One of my crush in high school is officially engaged today. OMG.. For a little time, I am like asking myself.. why should I bother, that guy never give a damn about me, it just me syok sendiri I guess. But the syok sendiri feelings sometimes make me feel happier. *hahaha ayat org desperate dlu2.It is something to know that he is not mine, but its something else to know that he is officially someone else's. literally. There is a moment I fully forget about him but suddenly this event make me remember him again. hehe.. I think its really hard to forget someone that we likes, or care about right.... Whatever, I am happy for him.. :)

It was funny when I remember that one time I said to myself, I will never give up to make up with this guy, and picturing to have family with him, and having daughter and son like him. WOAHH. kelakar!

And when things doesn't works out, I was like, accept whatever happens and move on my life.. Whatever happen, I think he kinda big things in my life since I learned a lot about relationships because of him. Then I finally met this guy. Engineer of my life..  for now.. :P

He is more than better that ever happen in my life. The most understanding person .kot.*padahal selalu jugak gadoh...hehe Now is only to pray the happiness will stands until "jinjang pelamin". hehe. Kita merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan..

he always shy. thats y i like! hehe

Appreciate what you have now, leave the past and make a better future!

p/s: I always choose you no matter what. chewahhhh ayat jiwang.

series i like :)

Assalamualaikum. evening all. i am a teacher now! hehe. not really 'teacher' that teach at school actually. i been a tutor for standard two student.Its been a week already. its kind of my other job rather than only flunking around the lab and being stressed out. its nice sometimes we be able to give our knowledge for the younger one. it feel blessed. seriously teacher is a good work. now i am substantially understand what my sister's feeling. (two of my sister are teacher)

Other than that, my experiments is nearly done( if i work hard for the next 3 weeks). I have done half of it, sort of. What i am worried for is the writing. i am never started writing anything about my thesis. i mean like a pulling-all-nighter work i guess. i need to focus actually but i am stucked on many of tv series that i downloaded these holiday. so i spent a lot of time watching them! oh my! :)

One of TV series i lately like to watch now is Charmed. its a little lame right? the tv series is started like 1996 i guess. i am never search any info about that, but all i know its very interesting that make me never missed the every episodes since it was showing in the tv that time. And now, my obsession come again! :D

the other series i been watching were the bigbang theory, no ordinary family, leverage and vampire diaries. fiction .. but i like! 

 

 

ok fellow, thats all about me now....got to go. later! :)

ca and ci special edition~ a becoming event

Assalamulaikum.. first of all, this entry is a lil bit different, no science information, no talking about science or nature website news about new discovery. its all talking crap about me.. if you are not interested, just click x! no hard feeling...Second of all, this entry also about my lovey-dovey stories about me and my boyfriend no-one-cares, but i still wanna write... hehe.

Throughout my life, i 've become a very cheerful girl, and A LOT of boy-friends.. playgirl?no!! its just that i feel comfortable with boys, and on that time my character also boyish...but, i always think all of them as a friend.. not more than that. I am not rude, man i just can't accept them in that way..Couple? Seriously, me have a boyfriend? yeah. thats out of tune bro. thats not me...never -3 years ago.

I always have one rule, never ever dating someone before I get my degree.. but i broke it. i had a real boyfriend (steady) before i got into university. its depressed me at first.And its make me confused.. yeah, i am scared if I can't control my feeling and neglect my studies, but its happen in different ways.Since i known him,he gave me a lot of support.. he give me strength when i fell, he encourage me to study... he really take a good care of me, and also my life too!! and i  said, why don't i break my rule,and let my life becoming awesome instead? yeah, I don't want to break my precious rule out-of-nothing.Its must be someone that worth it.but still... its hard to decide.

If I accept him, will he be on my side forever? Will he truly can commits on me whenever i need him? and seriously,is he the ONE that you can make as a husband? 

Then, when he first proposed me at starbucks@times square.... 

"sya,do you want to be my girlfriend?" ... 

guess my answer?rite... :)

p/s: real story never lies. :)

turning 'bad' into 'good'..

Assalamulaikum, good morning all. i am wake up early in the morning today because i sleep around 11 pm last night. Pretty early huh? Recently, i sleep early than usual. i don't know why... hmmm..

So, how do you guys feeling today? mine was not so good. i have 3 killer paper next week and for these 2 days of free time i am not study any of those a bit.What the fish!The lazy of me appeared.. i don't know, sometimes i feel i a lil bit relax. and i am scared of it. i used to be very energetic+spiritual and many more. maybe my study engine for subject engineering need some time to be hot... i guess. (alasan! )

Besides, i eat a lot. no no. its not a lot, its always. I always eat. feel wanna eat something. i dont know what exactly happening to me. i should control my food, eat based on calorie, because, as far as i am concern, hmmmm.... how can i put this delicately... I AM FAT! yeah. this is what i said to myself and also what my family always keep talking about me. yeah. i heard bout that right. no comment, please don't. :P

this is not me. 

ok. then, i do an effort . i go to a fancy websites about diet management and so on. but. trust me, its not easy as you think.yes, you may promise will eat this and that because the food is less calories, good for metabolism bla bla bla..but you will eventually end up eating another food that is high in fat content, can be fat easily bla bla bla. .

This is not showing regretfulness, yet i still try to do my best to achieve the goal i wanted.So i really want to know, how i got fat. how can my appetite different from others?Somehow, i find something scientifically, yeah. since obesity is one of the major crisis and problem to many country as the number of people died because of obesity disease is rises year to year. Therefore, actually there a lot of research being done regarding to this problem.

"If we could get the human body to turn 'bad fat' into 'good fat' that burns calories instead of storing them, we could add a serious new tool to tackle the obesity epidemic in the United States,"  

-study leader Sheng Bi, M.D, an associate professor of psychiatry and behavioral sciences at the Johns Hopkins University School of Medicine

According to my reading,this high appetite syndrome is basically because a specific gene call neuropeptide (NPY)that stimulating the  appetite. based on Pei-Ting Chao et all research, the lower suppress of this gene will help to induced less appetite for people. and also, newest data also shown that this lower level of NPY quantity also turning the bad fat of the body regulations towards good fat.

This is happen when the rat used in that research is observe to produce more good fat that used to burn into energy more constantly despite stuck in the rat body. This is when these fat turning the bad fat characteristics towards a good one.Maybe, this resolutions will give new great discovery  to lower the obesity problem among people nowadays. 

I don't know, sometimes i feel terrible being a chubby little girl, i means i once wish i be a lil bit skinny so i can enjoy any dresses or any fancy clothes and be so gorgeous in those. but somehow i realized that i need to enjoy what ever on me as it be. because sometimes, something that we think  bad is exactly the good and the best thing for us.. like. maybe this chubbiness let me looks more cute? hehee... yeah. I am gonna repeat the same quotations, that is.........everything happen for a reason.. He knows what the best for us.

till then.. adios muchacho ~ :)

p/s: i am just happy when you happy...A.J :P

p/s 2: feel kind of nervous to see my supervisor today~

hazy mood.. light's power!

Assalamualaikum

its been a while.. oh. i don't know. i am having difficulties to post anything... maybe lack of idea, and sometimes the story i want to tell is too personal and controversial  that i must to cut it off. (ecey, bajet artist kan) haha.... Yet, the final exam is coming soon... Are you ready kidz??aaaaaaaaaaiiiinooooo captain!uuuuu..(spongebob style)..

So, just to soothing my feeling, i think writing will give me more strength ..  sometimes, i think that blog also functional as place for us shared anything that we feel so that we will get more strength as you know that some of your readers care to you.mostly my post also very2 emotional. don't you think? hehe.... don't be too serious, i am genuinely nice actually... hehe

today is hazy.. not only for the whether,my mind is undergoing haziness phase too. oh, i don't know. sometimes i feel more stupid when i keep on studying. why? because .. i don't even know what am i studying. especially... for the subject that i am not really interested of. huwaaa... physics. please do well with me. if i don't understand you, please understand me.. (boleh ke? haha).

ok. finish with that.

As i am busy understanding the law of physics, i found something special...as usual,a research found that light can fix scratched material. A team of researcher in the united states and switzerland  have developed a polymer based material that can heal itself with the help of a widely used type of lighthing. it is called metallosupramolecular polymers.the material is capable of becoming supple liquid that fills crevasses and gaps left by scrapes and scuff when placed under ultraviolet light for less than a minute and then resolidfying. just imagine, when you in rush, park your car and accidentally hits other things, you can fix the scratched easily, quickly and inexpensively. Its like knight rider movie, but now its not a fantasy anymore.!!!

unbelievable right? believe it! :) 

All in all,same like material, every problem can be fixed. Just we all don't know how and when its will be fixed. Just let the time to decide. and don't forget to put efforts.Everything happen for a reason... ~~

i know so.. 

p/s: wish me luck for final exams..first paper: basic physics

p/s 2: can't wait to see you, A.J!! :)

Hopes

I wonder

is there any hope for me

Take it or Leave it.... 

p/s: having a rough day

test,test!

 Assalamualaikum

now i am at the library

rite.i'm studying

i have two midterm test on friday. its physics and marketing~

wish me luck! :)

futsal oh futsal

Assalamualaikum

sya nak crita je

semalam sya maen futsal 

peringkat u

lawan antara fakulti

hehe. best2

sya jadi keeper je

tp dapat tahan hampir all the ball

bola kencang pun x bocor beb!!...(poyo)

wee. x pernah maen pun sebelum ni

tbe2 macam seronok pulak

sya biasa maen volley je

futsal is not my sport

but 

i will get used of it!! 

reward

bruises on leg 

seluar koyak

plus++ pengalaman yang sgt berharga!! :)

my teamates

p/s: masuk semata2 nak dapat sijil je. :P

Belajar kimia untuk pikat suami..??

Assalamualaikum

Ok. dah lama sya tak update blog kan.minggu ni mmg bz, banyak kuiz. Banyak je mende nak tulis, tapi tiba2 je mesti ada benda laen yang kena siapkan dulu.biasalah kan, student mmg dah lazim la tu. Err, kenapa dgn tajuk sya? sabar. nak cerita lah ni. hehe..

Siapalah sya ni kan nak cakap pasal hal2 suami ni.. kahwin pun x lagi. cuma saje sya nak berkongsi. .. rasanya semua org pun tau kalau nak pikat suami biasanya perempuan akan pikat melalui masakan. malahan, lelaki pun suka kan perempuan yang pandai masak. sya pun tak nafikan akhir2 ni sya banyak mintak mak ajar sya nak masal lauk2 bagai. yela, perempuan kan, macam apa org kata sediakan raincoat sebelum ujan.kenalah pandai masak b4 nak kahwin kan. barulah ada pakej. kan kan. :)

Oke. curious kan dengan tajuk. apasal sya ni, chef2 tu bukan aliran sains pun tapi sedap je masak. sebenarnya,  bukan tu maksud sya. entahlah . sya suka kaitkan kehidupan dengan sains. rasa interesting. hehe.. macamana eh nak pandai masak? kadang2 kalo ikut resipi2 ade je yang tak kena, sedangkan dah ikut buku betol2. Macamana nak tau apa yang tak kena dgn masakan kita tu???

Ya. memang semuanya berasaskan kimia sebenarnya. sebagai contoh, kalo nak masak sayur tak boleh lama2 kan,rasa akan laen jadinya... ini adalah kerana plant cell akan shrink(mengecut) dan akan mula mengeluarkan acid.tu pasal la macam xsedap je kan. siap ada hitam2 lagi kalo da hangus tu.ha. jangan eh. bahaya2.Selain tu, daging kalo nak kasi empuk kita letak panadol kan, actually ianya berkaitan dengan enzymes yang terkandung dalam kandungan panadol tu yang boleh tenderizes the meat. kalo masak kobis merah pun, kalo kita masuk dalam periuk tiba2 akan berubah kaler kan, tu sebenarnya anthocyanine pigment yang telah pecah akibat heat yg produce dr periuk,Semua ni yang common2 info... tapi pasal detail sya memang tak tau, kena tanya pakar lah.. hehe

Sebenarnya, before sya tulis post ni, sya teringat dengan kak cik sya. kalo sya pergi rumah dia kat kedah, sya mesti mintak dia ajar sedikit sebanyak resipi yang simple2 supaya sya boleh praktikkan dan masak sendiri kat rumah.Sya terinagt dia ajar kalo nak masak cucur, kasi dia lembut,dah siap buat aduan tu, masuk telur 1 biji n terus goreng dalam minyak panas. jangan biarkan lama. sya tanya kenapa? "tindakbalas kimia telur dan aduan tu lah. somewhat makes the cucur softer, adek kaji lah kenapa!." hehe.(kakak sya cikgu sains sekolah menengah tu yang suka bagi sya 'homework' tu) alamak kak cik, adek x sempat kaji lagi la..hehe...

Banyak lagi info ni, cuma sya x sempat nak tulis semua. meronta-ronta nak tulis byk2 ni tapi mmg sya dicemburui masa..Haa..x silap sya, macam pernah baca ada dari seorang saintis jadi tukang masak yang handal.nama dia Shirley Corriher. she apply mostly a lot of biochemistry reactions to makes the food taste better! 

Kena belajar kimia ke nak pikat suami? x payah lah... belajar memasak je sudah. buat pening kepala je nak belajar kimia. but then, if u be a good cooker, so you are an excellent chemist too!! senang je nak jadi ahli cendikiawan ni kan. jangan lah ingat budak2 sains ni nerdy sgt sampai tak tau langsung pasal masakan kan..2 in 1 ni.. heheee...

oh. lapar.... huhu

p/s: yeay, nanti sya nak beli periuk nasi.bolehlah masak2 kat hostel ni.. hehe

I am not lazy, i am just SUPER busy!!

Asslamualaikum.

oh no. look at  all the spiderweb around this blog. orite,No! i am not lazy, i am just super busy!!After all, i will still try to post something tonight although all the assignments and lab reports waiting for me to be finished.And I also had 2 quizzes today and have one more on Wednesday.You know, all of these works will never ends. Even in  study week too,we still doing assignment because of the due date is about that time...takpe takpe. Study smart sya! hehe

So as we all know, tomorrow is Maulidurrasul. So that all of us got one day holiday. Thats why i decided to take a breath and write something to refresh my mine. oke.i want to express something in my feeling. Recently, i feel discomfort.i know, i always use holiday as an excuse to do just something else and not studying.Because i always thinks i can do it another time.I can study when tomorrow,next week,next month. And. i will end up with study at night before final exam!!!!!oh.  so i think i must change this attitude soon. no! i mean NOW!!

We all know that we must to spend time wisely.Whatever we do, we must to balance it well. Same thing with our health. if we want to stay healthy, we must to eat food in balance nutrition. So friends, don't ever use "BUSY" as the reason if you don't success. (oke,kena batang hidung sendiri. huhu)this is because being busy is the things that shows u becoming a SUCCESS person...!!(Yeay!! hehe)

Many people say that it is the intellect which makes a great scientist.They are wrong.It is character. ---Albert Einstein.

There are no S_CCESS without U!!!! 

So good luck for all of you readers and good luck for me too!!  

 p/s: rasa bersalah dengan family if tak mula hard dari sekarang. tolong suruh sya rajin study sekarang!!huhu..

Oh.aku Bahagia~~

Cinta bertapak,

Kasih mula mekar,

Cincin di jari menjadi penyinar,

Duka beralih suka,

Tawar jadi riang gembira

Kehadirannnya membawa makna,

Oh aku bahagia…

Biarpun jauh dimata,

Sms dan call menjadi pengikat setia,

Nan teguh ,

Walau kadang kala ada api menyambar,

Tatkala guruh cemburu  tiba,

Namun sejuk salji sentiasa menerpa,

Pelihara  kasih kita

Oh  Aku,… Bahagia …..

aisshhhh .. jiwang la pulak. 

haha. saje try test.. 

siapa kat atas ni? my ehem2 la...

ish3. x pasal2 tiba2 jiwang ni apesal tah??.. 

saje je nak kasik org dalam gamba ni senyum simpul sket.. 

nak details? hehe. 

susah tu, si dia ni pemalu, 

kalo kena expose2 ni dye blushing kang

macam x percaya perkenalan bermula bila tgh online jugak

kan dah kata 

internet ni mmg byk kebaekan..hehe

si dia ni..smart n funny, n kadang2 tegas jugak.

my decision maker,my listener,my advicer..

dark colour lover,kelantanese,tall, nice..

senang cakap, kalo dah tertarik, smua menarik..fullstop!

hehe.. jgn marah :P

p/s:dalam gambar tu 2 je yg comel,sya n molly!! wekk.. :P