Aim to the top!

Assalamualaikum.. everyone had their good times... sometimes we success, sometimes we are not. depends on your effort. back in a few years, i am a very successful person.. i got straight A's in all exam. I got first rank in my batch... i am the first person in my siblings that got into boarding school. i am my family's hope. 

As times goes by, i got, may i call a "bitter" result in SPM. i am very devastated. disappointed. regretted. everythings is ruined. my life is like does not have light anymore. I am no longer the proud of my family. On that time, i realized.What peoples say is true.life is like a wheel. sometimes we are on the top. sometimes we fell to the bottom. I got my turn to fell and fell to be the bottom ones. i make myself calm. i said to myself and believe. Everythings happen for  reason. i know i will be back to the top someday. 

                                            penyesalan

I got many obstacle to make myself to the top. I got a lot of test. All I can say, ALLAH the Almighty is very FAIR. (ALLAH itu Maha Adil). I miss something, i got something better. I lost one thing, I got another offer. Its happens for me about 2 to 3 times. I really thanks to ALLAH for what He gives to me. its really valuable for me. 

Now on, I am university, studying for degree. Not to mention i am so good in pointer every sem that i can proud of, just i think i may climb the stairs step by step towards the tops. And i hope i never fall again. Again, the wheel never stop to the same location. whats been at the bottom may comes towards the top.. I hope someday. 

p/s: this is the older post i meant to post earlier but never post. 

p/s 2: i am so happy celebrating my birthday with my friends earlier.thanx syikin, post kat blog. check it out! birthday party..

changing

Assalamulaikum

I am sorry lately my post is mostly about myself, not kind of knowledgeable ones like older post which i usually did some research on the basic science that had been post by academics. i don't know, i feel like i want to change the genre of my blogs because in this times i am not really have so much times to write something that need a good research and understanding. so, i tend to write what i think of. 

1 more, i feel like i want to start writing a story, after going through some novels, i feel like i am kind of interested to produce some. Since I was a kid am always creating story, write in a book and gave to my mom and dad to read it and comment about it. just. i think i wanna do that again. in the same time, i could improve my writing skills...

So thats all for now. good night fellow. sleep tight! :P

crush

Assalamualaikum.


have you ever been crush to anyone? this is mine! hehe...

IU

 Don't get me wrong. i am not lesbian ok...!haha i am just love the way she looks.. how i wish i am as cute as her! :D :D 

i am also love her voice too!

you should check this out..

IU ~DREAMING

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! 

p/s: i will update about it later.. love to share the story! :)

busy in lab~

Assalamualaikum, oh my !! last week. this week and mostly all of the week after this i am gonna be very busy... i am started my lab work last week and the most tiring day started... i feel very weak, yet sometimes i think i got not enough sleep.... what should i do? its my job. oh.. no no no. i am still a student. but currently i am working on my final year project in  pharmaceutical field.. gladly, i feel like i am working at Chinese herbal shop... making potion   for good health. Nevertheless, these is all for my graduation in biotechnology.These is the sacrifices before i end this degree in 3 years... Any other student happily at home, i am here in the lab for almost 3 months working on project. anyways.. i know these must be good for me. if its not now.. maybe later. 

What is my project? ok i will discuss about it later. this is just a short entry because i already want to go back after a long day in these lab. see you all soon. love ya!

p/s: hope all my work end well.

p/s 2: sorry for my busy work. hope u understands my ci..:)

ala-ala novel

Sayang.

memang itu yang aku rasakan. adakah dia? perlukah aku menilik lagi hati ini. andaikata salah tafsiranku, aku harus tanggung sendiri. oh. betulkah apa yang aku rasa? 

fikir.

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senyum.

~Ya Allah.jika dia Adam. aku lah Hawa... pasti. monolog hati ini.

senyum lagi. 

sebelum ini saya berasa risau hari ini saya berasa lega...

p/s:jz terasa macam nak menulis novel setelah baca novel kawan.thanx bagi pinjam akmal! :)